sugar and spice?

last night, vegas told me -- "steph, at first, you were all sweet and nice and kinda quiet.. but now i've realized that.. man, you're sarcastic. i never knew that you'd be so sarcastic."

this comment came after i told jack that gently petting the hold wouldn't really help him climb the route. okay, so i'm sarcastic.

two weeks ago, vegas told me -- "steph, you're sorta nutty."

this one came after i partially unwrapped a drinking straw and shot the other end of it across the dinner table, brushing right past oscar's eye and nelson's ear... all in front of the waitress. oops.

i think my personality is finally revealing itself. 4 months in, all the veneer has been wiped away, and my "sarcastic, nutty" self is being shown to all my new friends. and as such, i think i'm scaring them all away. ruh roh.

haha.

which actually makes me wonder. do i really come across and "nice and sweet and kinda quiet"?? i don't really think so. i can definitely be kinda quiet in certain situations, but eventually, i'll bust out with something ridiculous, and alas, "quiet" can no longer be applied to my personality. not only that, i'm typically one of the first to say hello -- so really, "quiet" never really worked in the first place. guess it all depends on the context. and the other people in comparison.

sarcasm.. hmm. sarcasm came in high school. and it was overwhemingly, 400% enforced in the evil environment of college. so i'm not that nice, but nice can be kinda boring. hehe.

nutty? hmm.. i like nuts, does that count?